Almost as quick as it was here…

It’s gone. At the top of the hour, the news is, I had a miscarriage. I figured with the history of that in my family on first pregnancies that I would be extremely prone. I guess the mistake I made was letting the news out too soon. But it’s an exciting thing, being pregnant for the first time. That is if you are in a pretty decent point in your life to be in that predicament. I am with someone that I love and who loves me, I have a better job (although I’m not balling out of control yet, I’m doing pretty well) and I’m about to be 25 years old (five years away from 30 people). Now that I know that I CAN get pregnant, there’s no rush. I am going to continue on my primary goal of FOCUS and focus on getting myself financially stable and strong and ready for a family. I still haven’t worked all the kinks and knots out of everything yet, but at least I do know where I’m trying to go. GOALS people, they are important. Nilla, hook me up on that course of financial investing and debt management, you’re getting your grown ass man on now in that category, let me know what it do. LOL. New job is marvelous, no complaints yet. Now instead of keeping my head above water, I can at least tread in the deep. It will be nice to get in a boat and cruise the rest of the way, but that will be much later. I just invested in one of those Motorola Razr hot pink joints. It’s nice. This is probably the best phone upgrade I’ve had in all of the cell phones I’ve ever had. It’s a contract phone too, so people, you can call me at the same number now I won’t change to fifty different ones or have it off anymore. If you don’t have my number hit me up and I’ll supply. My boss just heated up something to eat in the other room and it damn sure smells good. I’m rambling now, oh yeah, if anyone knows someone around here who is selling a nice car for maybe 2500 on a payment plan, let me know. I am tired of the car I have, I want a new one, and I don’t want a car note, but something is telling me that that is just what the heck I am gonna have to get if I want  a new ride. For now Black Sheba will have to do. That’s my update for the day peeps. I have to actually do some work now before lunch. miss ya’ll a bunch!

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