i’ve been tossing it…

over and over in my head. The fact is, I do know what I’m worth. I’m just being blinded through it all due to the superficial madness of this world. I’m a great person with some flaws. I’m an aphrodite with cracks. I could use some help, but sometimes I look for it in the wrong places. I can pull myself out. I think what’s best for me right now is to keep on the course. Everything happens for a reason, when one door shuts, another one opens. That’s true. If this relationship is supposed to happen, regardless of where I am in my life, it will. It is. That’s all I know, is to take it a day at a time. I sometimes forget to look at the big picture cuz I’m so busy trying to find the things that slip through the cracks. If they got past me, their gone, so I should stop trying to repair the past and move on with my future. What did I say in the beginning of this year? FOCUS. I’mma add one more to that…FUTURE. That’s two F’s. I hope the next one isn’t to get F***ED. At least not in a bad way . btw, I know how I’m gonna finish my book. YAY!

positively,

T.T.