Finally, finally. I have a job. A job where I can work straight blocks
of hours that are flexible with my school schedule and where I can
bring home a paycheck bi-weekly. Now this job isn’t exactly the one I
was shooting for, but who am I to complain because it is a job and I
thank God for it. I got hired with Americall Telemarketing (Gary folks
know what a pain that is) a place where people are readily hired and
easily quit, but I will stick it out for as long as I am getting
paid.What’s so bad about calling people and harrasing them anyway I
say. (who am I kidding?) lol, but for real though, it’s gonna keep the
bills paid. On another note, my car is still running, but it’s having
some issues. I took it to get checked out and they said whoever the
mechanic was did a whammy on it and fixed it just enough to run, but
it’s got a lot of internal issues. Aesthetically it’s okay though.
Reminds me of people. Now that I have a job, hopefully the car runs
well enough to get me back and forth enough times to make enough to be
able to pay for it to get fixed. I haven’t talked to my little brother
in a couple of weeks now. I miss him. One of my brothers, I fear, is
coming down with a case of paranoid schizophrenia. I mean, I’m not a
doctor, but it’s not normal to seriously think and say some of the
things he does. I’m concerned, I think all of us need counseling. the
Indiana State Statewide stepshow thing is this weekend, I’m
contemplating going I just dont’ wanna stay the whole weekend. I feel
like I’m getting too old for that. Stayin up in a dorm or somebody’s
house sleeping on the floor and on couches tradin stories n stuff. I
mean, it’s all fun and all, but my bed is my sanctuary, and being so
far away from it at night makes for an uncomfortable sleep. And I needs muh sleep.